black despondency;

Oh my god, look at the kind of person that you were!

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 00:49:28 +0800

So I was over at Lydia's the other day and she showed me all her old notebooks and our old secret book that we used to share with bel & hs. O-M-G, i tell you, it was insanely hilarious. We are wayyyyy too childish back then. Back in those days, we played ball everyday and 260 was our favourite hang out. & we loved captain's cook HAHA! That was also the place where A&I first held hands. hahah wtf right.

So I dug up my secondary one blog today. O-M-G i tell you...... I TyPedd Likke tt Worzxz.

No kidding.

And every post was about basketball, training and more basketball. & I used to actually run pretty fast! Ok but PY's faster, her leg muscle used to beat the whole team hands down. One time I ran 1st tgt with Shermin for one of our "running tests" and i was darn happy hahahhaa. Check out my passion yo.

& ALSO, I had a post about me being censured by hairy toh for using friendster, god how long ago was that, when i was failing math. Yes I used to like fail math all the time. I remember I was like last 2nd in class. & anyway, so that triggered me to go for math tuition at mavis, and that's how I found Mr Ng and then I was like UNSTOPPABLE. hahaha ok right. I would marry K Ng. *swooons*

Also, I talked about some people in my old blog, that i have NO recollection of now or whatsoever. I'm so afraid that the people that I talk about in this blog will also be long gone from my life 5 years down the road. Now, that's scary.

A levels are in 2 days!!! Right, as if you don't already know. GOOD LUCK to ya'll!

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I wished money would appear magically.

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 00:37:39 +0800

Don't give up till you aint got nothing left.

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I didn't even say goodbye.

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 13:40:58 +0800

hihi, I miss you much.
You mean so much to me, but you'll never believe it.

Schweppes!

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5,6,7,8!

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 22:49:46 +0800

Kiss me thru the phone - Soulja boy ft. Sammie

I miss dancing so much! Absolutely can't wait to start dancing again after the big A's =D This Ash guy is freakinamazin yo! His moves are so intricate and clean. I like clean moves :)

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Wait, repeat what you just said.

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 01:07:44 +0800

I abandoned my usual 15 minute midnight walk home today because it was way-too-fucking-scary. No seriously, and cold too! [plus its Halloween dude!]

So A levels are next week. Hmm... I could kill it. Hellllll yeah! The mind is a powerful entity, if you make yourself believe that you could do something, you could actually do it! I feel so worried because I feel absolutely NO stress! I'm still reading my book, sleeping 9 hours a day, and catching a movie on Tuesday with waikei!

Like that how to get straight A's SIAAAAA.. shizx.

A small little part of me wants to believe that I can be contented with my life as long as I can get into a good course, get an okay job, have a great family. But NO!!!!!!!!!!! Who could settle for such a mundane and monotonous life!!?? I wna be a brainiac, a career woman who doesn't succumb to the whims of those filthy tyrants! Wait a minute... I have strong maternal instincts! Hmm.... Life can't be that bad if you have say... 5 kiddos to take care of? hmm..

By the way, don't ever think too highly of yourself because at the end of the day, you're gonna be crushed by your own embarrassment when you find out that you mean, ab-so-lute-ly NOTHING to him/her/they/it/ whatever.

Just what the hell is up with insecure people? Insecurities are self-manifested. SNAP out of it already!!

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Peter, Paul and Mary.

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 18:52:43 +0800

If you have confidence, you could pull it off. Even if you didn't have a shred of confidence, just pretend that you have it. With confidence, you could pull anything off. You could even make people believe that peanut butter could be used for facials.

Just fake it.

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Word games

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 00:25:48 +0800

Tobasco

Tobasco reminds me of you! Wtf tobasco cologne?

Life sucks. A level has gotta be one of the most torturous courses EVER. I'm a total wreck T.T thank you to everyone who made an effort to text me/ find some weird instant remedies. It's heartening to know that people still show concern for one another even though they're all busy mugging their assess off.

Picked up a phone on the cab home today, gave it to cab driver who said he'll drive back to return it.
I hope he returned it.

Read My PS again today, it was totally NOT personal. No voice, no nothing. Byebye UK schools.
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You'll probably never read this but.. I'm glad I said hi to you today. You have no idea how much your smile brighten up my day.

Oh! I saw Mr Ng that day! He gives me strength.
His sincerity when it comes to dealing with people, never fails to blow me over.

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I need some shelter, need some safety.

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 12:35:02 +0800

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

Lately, I rediscovered my interest in blogging (: So here I am, back in my own comfy space. If you aren't deep enough to appreciate simple writings, or are looking for endless recounts of my uninteresting life decorated with uninteresting photos, perhaps this isn't the place for you.

Last night, I had the worse case of insomnia I had in a long while. I thought about things, again. Yes, again. I had this sudden urge to actually apply to the US, but that would mean taking SATs, doing even more research. & I haven't attended a single personal essay writing briefings. Sighs, don't you just hate moments like that.

I really feel like the education system we have is not something that I can thrive in. I am THAT desperate to get out of this country. However, wanting to get out and the ability to get out is two different stories altogether.

A levels are coming and Im blogging shit.
Woe is me.

Mental note to self : get FTC's EP!

"Cause we're old enough to know, but too young to care"

Education is what remains after one has forgotten everything he learned in school.
- Albert Einstein

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ANBERLIN \m/

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 01:24:03 +0800

Im just here to say..

I WENT BAYBEATS 2009 and ANBERLIN WAS FREAKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I just want to bring stephen home.
LOVED BOTH THE ACOUSTIC SET AND THE CRAZY SET =D

best decision i've ever made in awhile =)
My ears still buzzing teehee!

Btw, check out the space the three of us share. Vocab galore =D

I thought you said forever, over and over.

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I honestly think you'll end up friend-less

nobody@vox.com(Julynngoh) — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 23:19:27 +0800

Yesterday & last night was one hellllluva night @ the summit! Never had such fun in such a long while! Too many funny things to list them out! I love my friends!!!!!

I spent the past 10 mins figuring out how to lock this damn blog but I can't so anyway I'm gna stop blogging here so you can stop coming back.

SON!

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