Retrace the steps we took on that long summer night
I'm back there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met worlds away
Counting backwards while the stars are falling
This is the wrong time to fall sick. Slept the past two days of my life away, that's 50 hours wasted. Nanyang concept test tmr. Tried studying but after doing a few mcqs, i'll start feeling dizzy and have to go lie down for abit. After eating medcine, i get all groggy and faint on my bed for a good 2 hours. I'm so gonna flunk NCT. $20 down the drain & 4hours staring into space. Sighs.... How now brown cow? =/
waaareeeeeekkkk!
This is the hardest that I've studied in my life. Everyday, I complete so many pieces of work, and add more to the list that I want to complete. I'm secretly pretty happy because this means that im on track. Choo choo!! BY THE WAY, CHECK OUT BAYBEATS website! It's freaking coooool! & ANBERLIN is coming. Oh-my-god.
Anber-freaking-lin, but DAMN it, I'll probably have nobody to go with since I've not really been in contact with almost all my gig-going friends except han and gang. But thing is, I just rejected them to go for a gig last weekend!! loser much =/
& Prelims are coming omg. Ct2 grades of AACS is making me freak out. Wa lao S leh. From heng heng top the class to become S.. Better pull up my socks until it reaches my hips hoho.
ANYWAY, FOC is having our FIRST PAID performance this weekend KA CHING!!! Shiok =D So if you're keen on supporting our FIRST PAID performance, please drop me a text and i'll tell u the location. You knw its not safe to post it here!
essays time =D
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How could clicking on your name and staring at your ugly display picture for a few good minutes be so effortless? Typing something, is another feat all together.
I wish I could punch you for another time. See if you were real to begin with. Then maybe, just maybe. Things would turn out different. I could pick you up, twist you, trample on you, fling you around and break you into a million pieces. & you could do the same to me, because it doesnt hurt, not even a wee bit. We're both unreal anyway.
Talk about tangible things. neyh
Did I ever mention that listening to James Morrison reminds me of you? Well, that's why I don't listen to him anymore.
Today is one of my unluckiest days since the other time when i lost my wallet twice in two weeks. Oh, that reminds me that im STILL using mark's pouch. It's so difficult to find a nice and affordable wallet! Anyway, as i was saying, I've had an unlucky day today.
First off, my dandruff's back again. So bad this time that my scalp itches badly 24/7 as though im like S who doesnt bathe and wears the same shorts for 3 days. EW much? It's itching right this moment. L had this problem before and it went away when she used this smelly herbal shampoo that her mom's gna get me. I hope it works! If it doesnt, I'll have to go for some scalp dandruff treatment which will cost a bomb!!!!
My sister is acting weird again.. " Sissy! There's snow on ur head!! collect everything and I can play in the snow!! whheee!!" Snow. Snow? Don't get my sister wrong, she KNOWS its dandruff and she's just being.. weird.
Ok, 2nd unlucky event. Spilled my fully-filled bottle in my bag. SOAKING wet pe shirt & smudged exam scripts. Great, now I dont know what loke wrote on my script. My pathetic econs script. Sighs=/ SO, i had to carry all my stuff on my hand & sun my pe shirt. Air-dried my notes during physics lecture and was embarrased to go get my pe shirt because i left it at the fountain there. The there la.
3rd unlucky event comes along. MY PE SHIRT's GONE!!! GONE!!! My soaking wet shirt! Frustrated because its XS and the other PE shirt i have is S and too big for me =/
Happily went back on 43 with the 43 gang. Went to train station with male jj & quite awkward, nothing in common to talk about. haa..
Everything's still good, planning to go for my evening jog after doing my econs mind map, until I got home...to realise that I dont have my keys with me...GREAT. Had to go CP to kill time alone until parents came home.
But that was a blessing in disguise because i did a significant amount of work (;
But i wasted 7.50 on subway because i didn finish the horrible tasting sandwhich or the drink. Im losing faith in subway. =/
Does this happen all the time? Losing interest in something that you've loved for a long time?
Ok so im home now, school again tmr =/
The primary reason as to why school is such a dread is the 7.40 bell. This super early bell translates into getting out of bed at unearthly hours like 6, or even 5.30 for those who stay at the other end of Singapore/need to put mascara, powder whatever. You know who you are. Anyway, this means that we, poor students, have to travel to school when the sun is still asleep. Primitive. Sounds like sing to the dawn or what? Thank god for modern transport or we'd all be walking to school in the dark. tsk.
I hate back-packing! As in packing my back, not the back-packing, back-packing, Ha ha... am i funny or what! right..
Why do we have to spend an average of 8 hours in a place learning things we can learn in just half of that time.
Schoolsuckxz =/
Yes yes, im full of underlying complains la. I hate school right now. Dont tell me you like it lor ok.
It's an awkward place, sighs.
BUT! All is not lost! There is still hope! I hope!
Dance, in my opinion, is the most beautiful form of art yet. It engages not just the senses, but also the soul within. It evokes the most innate feelings that we never knew we had. Different people interpret a piece of dance differently and relate to it in their own personal ways. Be it an audience, or a performer, once you experience that electrifying feeling that dance gives you, you would do anything to relive that moment. You don't even need to know how to dance to bask in the joy of it all. I for one, should know that best ;) Every movement, every expression, every touch, tells you a story. The art of executing an ardous move with such ease. It is almost...spellbinding.
Today marks my experience at Ballet Under The Stars or BUTS for the 4th year running. I should say it's one of the best shows yet, albeit all the uncomfortable sqeezing due to the overwhelming crowd. Shan's, Joy's and Phoebe's item were really awesome, =D Solo's are amazing, even though you're the only one on stage, the pressence is so overwhelming you literally fill up the whole stage.
The actual show was just breath taking. Intricate movements and endless pirouettes, sky high leaps and jaw dropping lifts. By the way, i learnt a couple of new ballet terms today. Teehee. "paddling" is my favourite partnering move where the male holds the female's waist while she goes on to do a millllion turns en pointe. & I really like corp de ballet!! The synchronization is just unbelieveable!! & their foot steps are so light on stage, such soft movements. Man! I wished I took ballet =/
& Professional dancers have bodies that are TO-DIE-FOR. The guys' boddies are just 0.0 & the ladies... are extremely lean and slim!! This body is proof of the hard work that they put in everyday. Sighs.. I wished I took ballet =/
The last item was the POP! premiere and i guess it was the highlight of the night. It injected humor into ballet, with tunes like "Kiss" & "walking on broken glass" IS STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD. You know that irritating feeling where you have something in your head that you can't get rid of? Yes, gets on your nerves. I really enjoyed my pinic and ballet under the stars today =D I hope I can continue going back every year even when i have children heehee!
WA LAO DANCING DAMN SHIOK LA.
I bought two books today at a book sale! yumyum!! $3 each!! What a steal!
But im upset because I wanted to buy this book but when i got back, it was GONE. If anybody sees it selling at $3, please get it for me!! " The world is flat" By Thomas Friedman The cheap $3 one with a little defect, not the $50 hardcover one. PLEASE get it for me!!
Staring at the carnage,
Praying that the sun will never rise.
Here's my own TOP TEN LIST =D
#1 Smooth Criminal, COOOLEST MTV
#2 BEAT IT!! Just BEAT IT!!
#3 THRILLER : LOVE THE ZOMBIE DANCE OMG
#4 BAD : WHO's BAD!
#5 Remember the time (this one has magic johnson and eddy murphy! one of my favourites!),
#6 Heal the world
#7 Dirty DIANA!!
#8 Will you be there
#9 Man in the mirror, everybody swoons over MJ!
#10 The way you make me feel
DAMN 10 isnt enough, there's still Ben, Billie Jean, and so much more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just looking at all his videos again is so nostalgic. It's almost like de javu, I remember everything about the videos I loved. Even stupid details haha.
So I personally don't believe that MJ is a freaking pedo. I think he's a gentle and genuine person, who deserved a much better life than than the childhood he had, the bad tabloids, the drug addiction and his skin disease.. Just LOOK at this man, he's so talented! He can sing any genre of music, dance like nobody's business, tolerate the media, live with his disease, donate so much money to charity and etc.Don't you just love him and his studded glove, moonwalking, crotch grabbing move and the occasional trademark hiccups in his song?
The world is full of hypocrisy. One minute they're scrutinising his freaking nose, skin, children another they're mourning, paying tribute, writing all sorts of articles. & Then they're those who won't stop criticising even though he's gone.
Right, now i sound like a crazy mj fan. Which I am, i should say.
Sighs, now i would never get the chance to see him live.
RIP
Throw your backpacks down and jump for joy as the smell of freeedom ( albeit temporary, as mark puts it), approaches. Take a Whiff people!!
Last hour was spent intoxicated with the A7X drug. God, why did I take this long to get addicted? And the other hour before that? Browsing through places I would LOVE to go to. Irony is, the only way I could get there, is to bury my head in this endless stack of proccessed treebark dripped with ink. Damn, I wish I had a loaded Dad, Or Mum, whichever way works better. ha!
I can feeeeel my desperation to slog my guts out in " the heart of the most vibrant and cosmopolitan city in the world".
You've gotta stick to THE plan, J. THE PLAN!
On a side note, I wonder why people are so silly and self-absorbed these days. So she took my phone and typed a few messages and I HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS. wait, the silly and self-absorbed isnt even the SHE, its the HE. God, WHO the hell texts you a word in the middle of the night? "Insomnia" Why FUCK YOU. Is that the new word you learned today in your vocabulary-deficient language?? WILL YOU PLEASE STOP STALKING ME? YOU fucking stalker. and PLEASE stop all your "Hey gal, can i invite you out for supper now?" Obviously, it wasnt me who replied.
Why dont you just drop dead.
- Time for bed!
