School starts tmr.
This holiday has been great, even though I spent them mugging/movie-ing mostly. I guess I sort of came to a realization that i need to take control of my life and stop floating like a piece of pathetic drift wood. You know it feels so good to finally know what you really want to do. I know what I want to do. I wasted 2008 away.
I just hope my substandard, mediocre abilities can bring me out of this place, FOC.
sighs, life's like that. You've had enough of regrets don't you!
Toodles!
Damn, I have a soft spot for gentle ( not SISSY) guys.
Today, I told myself that i'll no longer be affected by you.
toughweed.
Today, my toddler peed in his potty for the first time. He was so excited to show me that he flung the pot in the air dousing my face with his piss. Then he laughed. FML!
Today, I was peeing in the shower when my girlfriend suddenly pulled open the shower curtain in an attempt to scare me. Startled, I quickly spun around and peed all over her dress. FML
F my life!
Hello there everybody, I've just wasted a day doing absolutely nothing! Ok no, i watched 4 eps of kindaichi. Has gotta be one of my favourite serials of all time. I was like what..8? when i first saw the show. Matsumoto is gorgeous.
SO anyway, caught a gazzilion movies this holidays!
State Of play when Blood rejected us! Grace its all ur fault for being so young.
Dance subaru which left me with buckets of tears.
Hannah montanna with the sis. crazier crazier..
Terminator Salv with the fellas! ed,rag,pers Awesome showww!! love it!!
Ghosts of girlfriends past, which left me with 100000 buckets of tears.
Drag me to hell tmr!
Just what the hell is wrong with me! You know i dont usually even cry but cried like a baby for dance subaru&ghosts. Must have been some pent up tears in me, once the cork was loose, everything just goes.
So anyway the fellas&I saw the trailer for the haunting of connecticut & decided to catch it tgt when it comes out.
Then I started to wonder, why do ghosts like to haunt human? I mean, they themselves were human once im sure, and they will know how freaky it is to be haunted by a freakin ghost! Just what incentives to they get by freaking us, lowly, humji, ball-less humans, out? I dont think they derive joy from doing that do they?
Then i figured that theres probably this system in the nether world, that "being a ghost" is their job and the job scope is to scare us, lowly, humji, ball-less, humans! & It's probably based on a commision kinda, so the more people they freak out or the freakier the haunting is, the more ghoney (ghost money) they get!
Now that would probably be a plausible reason as to why ghosts haunt people. I'm sure its against their own will, dont you think?
I think it's the same for humans, i dont think anyone ever really want to hurt another person out of their own will. Maybe they execute their "hurting actions" or speak their "hurting words" under the influence of drugs, probably a hallucinogen like angel dust. Yup, im very sure.
& the nicest of people always get misunderstood! & misunderstandings are never cleared up! Don't u ever watch tv or drama serials? They may have a boring, cookie-cutter storyline, but hey, there's some truth in them! When you watch these dumb dramas, you ask yourself how the character can be so dumb and stubborn but then you realised that if you were him/her, you would do the exact same thing!!!
Just what is wrong with us?
How much ghoney do u think you'll be worth?
Time to move on J, you'll never be the one. Dont you get it? Yes yes we get it, we get.
Cased closed.