It's 12am alreaaaa! & Ive not studied for my econs test thanks to lydiot who woke up at 1pm & shorty who exploited and tricked me into printing 180 computing mcq qns for her! I think im gna fail the test =/
Nihon mura with THE clique today! I love sashimeee& susheee! I wish i was a japanese hoho!
& LV waitied for me so patiently! L is very funny, she tried to escape from FXX! & I HAD to satisfy my yougurt craving! & like they didn have peachy!! wth so i was forced into buying a regular cup. urgh! I want my peachy!!!
School again tmr =/ I hate lectures. They're so cold, so unfriendly, so sleep-inducing.
This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
This is the joy that's seldom spread
These are the tears...
The tears we shed
This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel
'cause i don't think you know how I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
I don't think you know what I fear
You don't know what I fear
Ivan has got to be the cutest male dancer alive!
Stayover at joy's was one helllluva adventure thanks to the gossipzxzx and the redezvous joy had! Caught like 4hours of shut eye before heading to zar-nee-tar's for slackomania and 13goingon30!! =D the only chick flick i'll ever like =D Love JenniferG and MarkR! Then tuition, which i didn concentrate at all because i was having a splitting headache! & dinner at cosmocuisine & then chilloutx @ MOYL hahaha.
Then spontaneous mj date! Q&L came over at 1am and suprised my parents because i didn tell them about it. hahha, my father was watching soccer and he tio stunnnned! Played one dong before lydia wanted to take a nap because really BTH so qy went to use the computer while both of us took a nap.
Qy was suppose to wake us up at like 4am.. but I slept till 11am and they?! 1pm!!! Ultimate pigzxz man!!
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Hearin your voice just makes me remember,
All those times when we were nothing more than friends,
I knew you, you knew me, and everything was plain to see,
How did I let us get so deep?
OK we got gold!I'm kind of disappointed, ok acutually, very, BUT BUT BUT I'm totally okay! Sorry if i didnt reply your messages/ inform you the results because my lousy fuck phone ran out of battery again.. But anyway, thanks a million to all those who wished me luck, or gave me cards/chocs/flowers/undies/ etc etc! I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT! I'm so touched! XIE XIE a million to those who came down to support us, Im sorry we didn get GWH, but GOLD's good too! right? =D
It just feels weird that alot of random people came up to us and said we were awesome. + wanted to take picture with us! Most of the credit really goes to Andy for being soooooooooooooooooo awesome! I hope you don't read my blog or you'd think im some crazy bitch haha. ok, will do a proper SYF post next time with LOTS of pictures! No mood now haha!
I love SYF'09! & ANDY CAI NICE GUY!
Anyway, I've learnt that we should cherish what we have right now, enjoy every single moment and not worry about the future. Because things will never be the same again and if you don't cherish what you have, it'll be gone before you know it. Right?
For the first time in a long while, im actually home EARLY. Early meaning before nightfall! So tmr is D-DAY!!! I'm hyperventilating here!! hoof!hoof! Please come down and give us some support at UCC tmr, 2+pm!!
We've worked our ass off for the past six months for this 6mins on stage. Seriously man! The cuts,scratches,burns,blisters,bruises on my body/FACE are concrete prooooof. I can't believe everything is going to be over in like..less than 24 hours.
im shiting my pants!
Gawd, give me the strength i need.
The past week has been crazy, and its only going to get crazier.
Firstly, I lost/left my wallet on a cab aka, no money to pay for cab fare. embarrasing much? Actually, you were the first person that came to my mind since you live so near, but hey, we dont talk anymore. You cant ask for help from someone you don't talk to anymore, right?
That was saturday night.
Sunday was dance at joy's studio in our nude leo. whoo hooo... & dance on mon,tues,wed, thurs until 9+++++++++ Wed was full dress at UCC which sucked pretty much. $800 for an hour on the stage!! AND I SAW LS! =D wanted to say HI to her but we were having our debrief/h2h.
thurs was feelin fab! peranakan cooking!! sat tgt with gary because he was alone haha, we took notes somemore! he was the frying man while I was the kueh wrapping person tgt with inez and jomel while mark was the steaming person hahaa! the steamer was way bigger than mark! & we played goldfish!! new fav game!
& then it was the artsfest thing! Those horrrrrible audience sat into our stage which only made our small stage even smaller!!! But being the versatile team who has danced even in the weirdly shaped studio at bayshore, we managed to get our blocking right! haha, not like the audience will realise it if we were out of blocking right haha >< AND the worse part of the whole dance was when i was kneeling down right in front of the bballers. Mac the asshole couldnt stop laughing which made me laugh so i had to look down!! wth..and the girl in front of me laughed at me laughing!
It's damn amazing because once you stop dancing, all the pain settles in. I fucking hate floorburns! & i was scratched by J! hahah, i think we were ultra violent. Thank god no wadrobe malfunctions! But im so sorry because you have to see my fat ass.
But i think everyone loved our dance!! =D Not the typical dance that we do right? If you're deep enough, you'd understand the storyline of our dance, WHICH A COUPLE OF PEOPLE MANAGED TO INFER. IM so amazed!!! & you should go to hell if you laughed at the second song! it just goes to show how uneducated you are hahaha! ok im kidding.
& then!! rushed to watch soccer match because B was playing =D I was rooting for them + trying to wave at B. But too bad, nyjc still lost! & then had a nice cosy talk cock session with A in the canteen =) Mota came to help us do our alterations..
Then we headed to TMCC studio for the prac of the night. A was super super super nice, which makes me super super super guilty. Sighs.
SO I GUESS that sums up my week. + gj thanking me AGAIN for the tissue i gave him a million years ago.
Damn, i don't want syf to ever come =/
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You know what? You are always right, even if you're not, it'll always turn out to you being right again. Go ahead, twist it in whatever way you want, you can put the blame on me. Whatever, I can't be bothered defending you or continue hoping for things to take a better turn because it'll never happen. Your ego is so mothafking huge, it'll kill you one day.
Do u feel guilty reading this? Then you're not the person im talking about, because the person im talking about, wont even know that its him/herself. Right?
You make me sick, the sight of you just makes me wna belch. The term buaya really really fits you to a tee.
So anyway, Im in deepshiet because theres quantum test tmr and OBVIOUSLY, i know nothing about it. Plus theres econs csq due & so much unfinished tutorials!! *pulls hair* & dance prac starts in say..2 hours. wow. & i can't possibly do anything because im about to leave house to have dinner alone before dance. Double L!
So yesterday, dance in the hall was really really tiring because i did 200% full out each time, ok kidding, at least 100% & everytime i got to that freaking part i would SLIP. I have no idea why! =/& as usual, A was being so nice and that made me feel so much worse!!! =/ I was panting like a maddog whenever i was offstage, while that says something about my fitness level doesnt it?
& then we watched our own video and moved 1001 times until we settled at the scrabble board to have our team talk which stretched for over two hours. I really love this team. They're so honest, so real, so caring, so geniuinely concerned and we all really want this. I can't imagine how life would be like after 16th april, after everything has ended. I'm glad i skipped tuition for this talk.
So i rushed down to meet L&V and had dinner, then chilled at hk cafe before they decided to come over for mj. So they all went home to get their stuff, while i waited for them with all the chips given out. After making me wait till 1.30am, they decided to bail out on me. HOW NICE! hahah, but anyway i was really tired from the day's event and was secretly hoping they wouldn come HAHA.
Alright, dancing time!
I just did the dumbest fuck thing today! =/
Now i gotta live with it for a couple of days before I finally get over it. Yeah, I'll get over it. URGH!
I can't get to sleep.
With so much to think about, to worry about, to be emo about, to be stressed about, its hard to get to sleep. How is it possible for a brain as small as mine to be able to cram SO much things? & theres no absolute way to block it out. Nothing works.
I miss the brotherly talks cum dinner.
I can't imagine how everyone will react to our piece next week because it's simply too abstract. Im not saying that you're too dumb to understand it, but really, its ultra abstract!! & having the critical and conservative crowd as audience, we know what to expect. It's really not our fault that we have no proper stage / lightings! Busy as we are, we have to prepare for this ?!?! showcase & that means not wearing our full costume and changes here and there. This piece wasnt meant to be watched on a hall floor in close proximity!!
But i think we'll still kill it! Im sure our friends will cheer loud loud for us. RIGHT RIGHT! haha. ok..
You know what? I like the feeling of being intoxicated. Light headed & psuedo happy kinda.. Sometimes I even think that it gives me the courage in doing things that I don;t usually have the balls for. Oh well.
B, the one thing that you thought would never happen, that b thing? Well, it's happening right now. Doesn't it scare you? Doesn't it hurt you?
Anyway B, I kind of miss..well, whatever.
Today was a total waste of time because I don't get anything about quantum & kinetics isnt exactly my cup of tea. So... MrsF actually praised me for not talking and berated the other three for their "chatter". Truth is, i was too busy with that brain game and that pingpong game on mark's to be chattering! Then I was hooked onto J's phone because there's SIMS2! Damn I miss playing games =/
& lunch was also a grrrreat torture. I don't know how many times I've complained about VJ's canteen, but im still gna do it anyway because its so horrrrrible. The ceilings are so short, theres lack of ventilation and the whole canteen just smells of oil!! & I absolutely hate it because I WILL smell like oil within 30seconds of being in the canteen, maybe its psychological, i dont know, but STILL! You would think the food would taste good to make up for the lack of..O2, but the thing is, everything is oily and unappetising, you can't help but feel like retching. The only consolation? The price of the stuff dripping with oil.
& bball match! other than the fact that i got to see julithefat ( I know you read my blog sucker!), who was in her really ugly refree costume. nothing else was interesting. Totally unflattering! & I couldnt concentrate on the game because grace&lydia couldnt stop treating me like a princess & James was on my mind... URGH.
OH I had dinner with JJ, who kindly waited an hour for dance to end on wednesday! JJ knows about naruto! Boy am i happy! Made use of this chance to talk on and on about naruto! YOU SHOULD WATCH IT!
ALSO! I had another one of my 2-day reading marathon! The book was just too good!! Even reading it a second time made me cry =/ And no, if you're thinking its some sappy book, its NOT!!
AND WE GOT OUR NUDE LEOTARDS. omg.......need to get my G soon.
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TPDE tonight! SEXCITED!
