Today marks the end of the first week of term2! Sighs, I hate it when time flies by so quickly and you've barely done anything. It's like you're wasting time, wasting away your youth and you can't help it because you just can't bring yourself to do anything significant. Everyday is a monotonous repetition of the day before and blah blah blah before you know it, another month has passed by and you've done nothing. Absolutely nothing.
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Sure you're magical, but I hate the way you work your magic. I wish I had the balls to be like her, but truth is, i don't. I wouldn't do it, nobody in the right state of mind would jump into an abyss like you. & honestly, I have no fucking idea why it came, without warning, it was a rude, rude shock. I can't believe it actually happened.
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SYF is in three weeks, I'm scared, really really scared. Like S-C-A-R-E-D scared, freaked out. & wtf BEES? I should've known better.
alright, aside from all the upsetting stufffff, today was a gooood day. I was awake during chem&physics tutorial & spent 4 hours in the pt watching the musicfest auditions =) There are really some hidden talent among victorians!! It's like a free concert, only better. Bands are strong this year and shapeofmyheart rocks. haha
Oh & there's illu JTS + class JTS. & chilloutxzxzx. Ok i wanted to upload photos but this thing wont work. I tried three times ok. Three! alright now it works!! and messages from 2 old friends! how heart warming (:
If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you’re dreamin’ of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day?
If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it’s never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
‘Cause you can’t rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin’ stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side
Now I see the light. It has always been a one-sided thing.
The people who always provide shelter for me when im alone ^^
Dance is cancelled tmr because we're all too exhausted & injured. Wouldnt it be nice if I started dancing 18 years ago? It's so fucking frustrating when you can't make your body move the way you want it to.
Would you come tonight?
Come home to me and make it right.
It's only the third day & Im half dead.
SYF is definitely draining. You can't imagine how disgustingly dirty the new flooring is. Urgh.
& having weird spectators staring at us train isnt helping much. No, im kidding, i totally love the way cedarfat tried to immitate the duet. haha, + cedarvball team stare at us like free.
Bruises are my new best friend.
How can anything be so painful yet so enjoyable? It's kind of amazing how the pain goes away when the music starts.
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Where have you been? I miss you much.
I need to stop being the one with the dropped jaws.
This sucks.
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No prizes for tagging the correct person!
I'm so excited today because im gna have dinner with a stranger ha ha ha!
I love school holidays!
Let me blog about VOG( victorian olympic games) before i forget about the details haha!
So, after chem paper, ballerina, black, cedar short, cedar fat, and cedar whinny went subway & then cabbed to ICC. cedar whinney was very scared that the uncle will chase us off the cab because there was 5 of us, so she tried to hide.......she think she very small!
Then we headed back to school to do some seceret thing hahaha.
Then budd&I caught marley&me that night!! which was really goooood! Except for the fact that two girls beside us were talking non-stop..machiam never see dog before! urghh. inconsiderate TTM! luckily budd shut them up haha!
Took a bus to VJ & it was alr twelve!! Dance was suppose to stayover in school that night but then i dont know why everyone just PS-ed! So sef&Py went on their 5 hour walk from cinne to school...
Ok so anyway, we were too chicken to climb into school because the rest just got a scolding from one ball + there was a curfew, so we went and walked all the way to lagoon, feeling really hungry. But all the stalls were closed!!! & only sisterhuiwen was very nice to ask me what drink i wanted haha, how sweeeet! but then we got cheated into drinkning fake sugar cane!!! urgh..
& we sort of just fell asleep..
Then macus started walking around & huiwen complained about the bugs! so we had to walk back to schoool.. omg can die. Climbed into school at 3am and joined lydlyd's class!
her class ultra funny, got liukun&wenyi so funny!
Then it was the 25 laps thingy. I sat in the canteen ALONE for i dont know how long before the rest of the dancers came and it was really a RUN. we were in the same batch as the soccer guys and we very loser, got one big gap between us and them hahaha.
Then we fell asleep for like 1 hour on the flag raising podium. Totally shaggedzxz. then the stupid morning bird woke us omg.... ultra noisy! So we went up to v38 to sleep & missed assembly & the torch lighting and vjknights. wa shiok.
then it was VOG. bball first hor, hahaha.. loser only, & then got cheerleading!!! It was great! but disgusting at some parts though! haha!
Then it was raining, so i was patheticsoul1991, i actually felt sorry for myself for having to wait for a cab alone in the rain!! luckily the uncle was all smiles, and that made my day!
& then i slept from 4pm to 7am the next day!! & wasted my time in school because i couldnt dance.
AT NIGHT! went and met cedarfat,cedarwhinny,anglicangirl and cedarmelissa! We were looking for a place to chill but lydia and grace were dressed so....shabbily that we couldnt go anywhere hahaa. & we went haji lane, see all the sheeeshaaaa people & dont knw what is cedarwhinny's problem, cannot stop whinning andtalking loudly haha!
So finally we settled at turkish cafe. & played dumb games. cedarmelissa ultra lousy cannot stop laughing at her!
Then after that she sent us all home!! got car is the shiok.
I feel so out of breath now after narrating so much. Ok goodbye!
Today was a lonely day.
Have you ever felt like you're surrounded by a million people that you know and yet feel so alone? It's like they're strangers, who've put on masks of the familiar people. Yet inside, they're completely different and theres no way to connect to them becuase it's like you've never known them.
Marley&Me was awesome. It kept my eyelids open and worked a part of my brain that hasnt been in use for quite ahile now. I can't help but wonder, how many people actually manage to find a life that they will truely enjoy? How many of them are willing to give up their dreams for their loved ones? To change their plans, give in and become someone you've never expected to become.
Who would cry for you when you leave this world?
What would you be remembered by?
Sighs, this is getting abit depressing. I hate the kind of loneliness that rubs off onto me..whatever happened to the Post CT excitement?
I find it so hard to verbalaize my thoughts..It's driving me insane.
Sick and tired of taking the innitiative.
These surges of emotion....
He added more about his view of love that came across in the song, “I come from a more traditional background. I believe in the sanctity of a committed relationship. There’s nothing more important and valuable than keeping your partner safe; safe not in a way of just emotional protection, but at the same time, to cherish her as a person, her life and the value in her life.”
don't you just love Joshua?I WANT to catch Marley&me!
